Workout: None so far! I hope it stops raining so I can run!
I am so glad that I’m back to running and getting healthy. Yesterday a co-worker commented that I look like I had lost weight, so that made me happy.
I didn’t do my run yesterday due to a lack of motivation and exhaustion. These are all excuses, I know. I regret not working out yesterday and now that it’s been pouring for most of last night and this morning, I’m even more pissed with myself that I didn’t work out yesterday. I hope it clears up by the time I get home.
Rain always makes me pensive. This morning, I thought about my goals and whether I could attain them. Can I finish this half marathon in under 2 hours? In under 2:15? I timed myself last Sunday and my times say no. Can I lose these last 15 pounds and be my ‘happy’ weight? I want a healthy relationship with food. I don’t want my diet to control my life like it has in the past.
I apologize for the depressing post. It’s a crisis of confidence that I’m sure will pass once the sun comes out again.